dance. dance from your heart. *

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

i got new blog !

i got new blog !

i got new blog !

i got new blog !

watchmemove@blogspot.com!!!

dancing all night long _ *
7:50 PM
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

In the midst of doing my Gothic essay, of like 1500 words? i came to realize that I am too too tooo worn-out to go on with writing this monotonous essay… I am still stuck at 350 words lah.. can u believe it… I still have so much to do! Arghx…. Help help help….

But nvm… has been long since I felt like this “I wanna blog!”

Ydae in church, we celebr8ted tcher’s day/ leaders day…. Almost Obviously, it was for our much-loved leaders of UthNity…. It was amusing and enjoyable thru’out the whole program… first we have a short skit… by iwan, Fiona, huimin, junping n clement… den dance by me, siewlin n shiyin…. Den we have tis super long powerpoint thing prepared by wan xuan, iwan n huimin… den den den… prize presentation for all our 4 leaders…. Kris, Cindy, Zhi Wei, Abigail .. n I gt reminded by other 2 leaders, Vivien and Alex, whom left us earlier tis year…. Mmmm…. It was so so so fun can!!! I believe all our leaders n friends enjoyed it…. Heex….

Moreover, we really squeezed out a lot of time for this performance.. I remembered how mi, siewlin n shiyin tried to compromised w each other’s busy schedule just to meet up practice the dance together… n how much we wanted to perfect it like how shy kanchiong-ly meet up with mi n coming over to my house to practice… siewlin msn-ing to confirm the steps n stuffs… I cant believe it! We are all so ON for it k….. n yah.. its all over… n guess wad… its all back to studies…. Man!

Just a little thought that approached me, I really hope to stay like this forever… this kind of feeling… this kind of attitude… this kind of respect… this kind of Love…

dancing all night long _ *
10:21 PM
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

so long dint blogged already...

busy being fed with so much ego-food by this ego-feeder like almost 2 weeks ago...

i think i have got so much to say..... but i dun care.... dun really have the mood to...

thanks to him lah hhuh! remind mi of all my sad stuffs....

all these points down to..... STUDIeS!!!

ArGhx! i just like realised how much work i have this short short september hol arx!

LIt Essay corrections
Lit Readings (thick thick readings)
Lit {Gothic} Organization of conventions in table form...
Lit {Top Girls} 2 eSSay! 1 grp 1 individual
Lit Gothic Film Essay
Econs Promo PaperS! (it's a lot mind you) both MCQs and Essay Schematic Plan!
Econs ESSAY!
Geo Essay Test Preparation
Geo Readings [Hydrology]
Geo Readings [Tourism]
Geo Past year PAperS... DRQ + Essay!

good..... can u smell it... like now?

dancing all night long _ *
11:29 PM
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Thursday, September 01, 2005

wad a day....

i just reached home from PW meeting at Vip's hse not v long ago.... i was super demoralised... super sad.. super sianx... !!! we were happily doing our Written Report Draft since 10+ this morning... n at around 4+ zoOm.. itts all gone... bcos we pressed the wrong thing n replaced the file with another.. goodness... the 3 of us... were totally helpless..... n we totally have no mood to carry on...

at the moment.. juz feel like giving up... i kip prayyin hard.. tt by some miracle or sumtink, the file may b reccovered.. but.... mmmm..... nvm.... meeting up again 2ml.... another long long day...

i have not finished so much home work... DRQs, Lit Review, study for test... Readings, GP outline.....

tired.....

n i feeel so drift away from so many things....

i juz want to dance my life away...

if itwould be so eaasy ....

dancing all night long _ *
5:59 PM
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Monday, August 22, 2005

wahx....

i nv felt so energy-less before...

i think i m drained out...

totally...

nv did Project Work till like to tired b4...

aft lessons chiong project.....

tot can rest on the bus...

saw tis not-close-at-all fren....

n she starts blabbering to me abt her sch life, class life, her likes n dislikes...

i mean.. it's so none-of-my-business lah...

ok.. a bit evil... but i dun like to just waste my little bit of energy to smile tt feeble smile n to entertain her by nodding my small head...

ok.... nvm....

good news: tt at least is able to cheer mi up tt bit

my econs teacher praised me.. for making effort in my recent econs test... yea.... very happy!! i studied like mad for tt.. woo hoo! paid off.... muacks....

dancing all night long _ *
8:35 PM
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Saturday, August 20, 2005

mmm.... talked 2 *shy on the phone..... since we last met last sun...
dun intend to call her initially.. just that she tempted me with such stuffs .. dat excites me so much... ok.. juz cant wait to call her asap ... n talked 2 her....
whao... such a long talk...... but yet... on my mind was only wad she said for the 1st few minutes....

i dunno if she can feel the tinge of sadness tt falls upon me tt moment... undescribe-able.... not really sadness... not reallly disappointment... not really upset... haiya.. whatever... just simply.... down.... ok.. eveb if the ans is either a 'yes' or a 'no'... i would not probably do anything abt it... but.. somehow u just yearn for this +empty 'yes'+

perhaps... its really not wad i think it would be... for them two... its a 'year' thingy.. but for me... juz a 'day' thingy..... i dunno.... feel quite.... whatever lah....

perhaps the protagonist dun even understand how 'big' tis issue actually is... bcos he/she basically dun give a heck.. or dun even realises the existence of such circumstances....
i am confused..... or mayb it is even better... to noe everiting alone.. so as to prevent undesired situations fom happening...

ok lah.. convinced me that its all God's plan k? yah.... mayb all that has happpened is the best that cld happen afterall... as in.. good for u, good for me... good for everybody lor.... yah.. maybe... shld be... yes... it MUST BE...

u ppl may nt understand this entry....at all... mayb only shy understands... mayb sum part she doesnt even understand.... oh yah... i guess no one even needs to understand... mmmm....

dun bother asking me.... cos i wun even bother saying.... i shld'nt even have blogged abt it... but.... ironically, i juz find myself typing down all these right now... u noe the computer wldnt understand u... but well, technology just have this weird way that eventually attracts us to them.... wen u r full or emotions, emotion-less... guess wad.... it seeems that the Computer knows it all...

goin for a swim... pls dun rain anymore

dancing all night long _ *
3:05 PM
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Sunday, August 14, 2005

u noe.. i juz feel new eveery sabath arises.... God always does something new... God always gives n provides a different n another 'batch' of new strength... n new set of confidence... a fresher start.... a affirmation that He's there... always.... if i seek...

it's so wonderful... and it's an honor to marvel at God's wonderful works on someone's else...

God.. i want them to.... can I?

yahx... i tell myself.. this time i cant disappoint Him again... i tell u... now i m once again refreshed n renewed by Him...

mmm... i m waiting n expecting something great... =p

dancing all night long _ *
9:42 PM
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